  Wearing: Talk Nerdy to Me tee-shirt, my lucky pants, studded belt, vans Listening too:My heart beating through my ears Thinking:Im really, hungry... Well, first things first, Im going to change the font color of this blog...the whole red and black thing isn't working out. Second, Jen and I weren't doing to great a day or two ago...had some communication problems. Funny cause that doesnt make any sense; we communicate A LOT!
It's just that we leave out things so that we don't hurt eachother, but now we realized honesty is really important and it's better to talk out loud instead of hestitating and keeping stuff to ourselves...hesitation is bad . Now we're doing better, I still love her. Im going to her house after school, I just hope that works out okay.
Im worried we'll be hesitant about stuff, or really quiet, or...I dunno. This is really weird it's sorta like we're going out again and we're worried that we won't like what eachother has to say so we have to put on a show or to try to be funny, or prove that we don't like eachother that much, that we have to show eachother we're cool and worth the time. That doesn't make any sense, ignore that. I just feel that being at her house today is gonna be weird.
It feels like we're starting over, like...shit, I dont even know what Im talking about anymore. Ever since tuesday when that weird ominous feeling blanketed my entire being everything around me, even Jen felt it, I've felt weird. I have to go, I'll update you on what happens. Bye kids. 
