  To anyone reading all of this i warn you i am not the best writer but i do use writing to express my emotions at the time. So although sometimes i may sound like a suicidal maniac i promise you I'm am not and there is no need to stress for my wellbeing PAIN pain is evil, pain is death pain is in my every breath pain is wicked, pain is sin pain is eating me within pain is consuming it doesnt 4give its taken away my will 2 live so leave me here & watch me rot cos then all my pain will be 4got 
