  he knew who i was in year 11?!!! i didnt even know he existed til i was in year 12, how bad is that? its really weird when you find out that people have know who you are for longer than you thought.
its the ball tonight! yay!!!! its v weird, im never gonna see some of my friends again coz theyre in upper sixth and are, therefore, going away to uni in september. its really weird. worse than leaving my junior school and worse than leaving year 11. as you can tell i dont really like loosing people who im used to having around.
well not anymore anyways. didnt really used to mind coz no-one much liked me, i was just the little freak girl they bullied but now im happy and theres people i know i dont want them to go!!!!! they should all stay at sixth form til next year and then we could all go to uni at the same time meaning i had more chance of seing them again!! oh well, im hoping the ball will be good so that its a good last memory of everyone being together. still v weird tho, arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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