  i think the word im looking for is opps.  kinda didnt tell my b/ f about organizing to go see InMe when they come down here and i think he may be a little annoyed at me.
 see,  theres this group of guys going and my best mate wanted to go but she didnt really wanna go with just the guys,  so she asked me if i wanted to go coz she knows i like InMe.  it totally went out of my mind when i saw my b/
f coz i was just happy to see him,  you know?  and i sort fo fogot about saying anything to him and from his blog i think he may be a little annoyed.  and i cant really do anything bout it at the mo coz hes at cadets so even if i text him he wont get it yet.  might text him to say sorry tho.  would be a good idea,  yes,  i think ill do that.  anyway,
 opps!  i dont think im very good at being a g/ f yet,  need more practice me thinks.  hum.  oh well,  hopefully ill get it ( as long as cadet boy doesnt hate me now.  oh that would be really bad.  i think ill shut up and stop thinking about him hating me now,  its making me all fell really horrible)
 anyway,
 go text him sarah.
 yes,
 im gonna go now and text him and stuff.  look out for further updates.
 hopefully it will get better and maybe he could come too.  ah,  an idea for a bday pressie for him,  wow!  ticket to the InMe gig the day before his birthday.  that sounds like a good idea.  may have to try that.  wow,  my brain is still working,  amazing!
 anyway,
 im gonna try and sort this out.
