  urlLink You're just getting started. &nbsp; &nbsp; ...woke up at 2. watched Jaws 3 with my brother and mum until 4.now im bored. as usual. &nbsp; i want to hate you so bad.but i cant. this is all wrong.and it shows. &nbsp; ...wow.
i really need to get a job. or something. to occupy myself. last night i cut magazines into strips of paper and made them into those chain things. i made 6 of them. took a whole magazine.
and then i hung them outside my door. my dad is actually letting me keep it up too. most likely because the dog will just end up chewing them all off anyways. &nbsp; I have decided that i am going to...not finish this sentence. i got nothing. &nbsp; i hate how&nbsp;you make me feel.
i hate how you make everything such a big deal. i hate how you're always right. i hate how i cant sleep at night. i hate how everything revolves around you. i hate everything little thing you do. i hate how i cant say no.
i hate how i dont want you to go. i hate how this is all so new i hate how i cant stop loving you. &nbsp; so i am bored. and tempting to knit. or make some more chain things. to hang from my celing.
wow i cant spell. &nbsp; kill my softly with your tempting smile. NNN III CCC OOO LLL AAA. &nbsp; &nbsp; (song of the day=the remedy by jason mraz) 
