  Grrrrrrrrrr is what happens when I think of all the time I wasted! Grrrrrrr is when I see her in the hallway and don't tell her how much I care about her! Grrrrrrrr is the feeling I get when I realize school I over June 25 and I need to do something about it too! Grrrrrrrr is when my mom tells me she talked to her mom and her mom said "Hannah always says Anthony is such a nice boy, and he dresses so nice" (thanks to Abercrombie and Fitch). Grrrrrrr is what I feel every time I see her sitting next to me at lunch! Grrrrrrr is every time she jumps on my lap or hangs on my shoulder!
Grrrrrrrr is every time I see her! Why Grrrrrrrr when I see her? Because I haven't told her yet and it's really beginning to eat me up inside. I need to tell her, I really physically need to. If she read this blog or if I wrote her a letter this is what it would be: Dear Hannah, I have to tell you something and it is possibly the most important thing in my life right now; you. You see I have admired you from a far for so long and this year we have become friends and I have enjoyed every second of it, but I don't know if you know or not but you really mean a lot to me.
You are so beautiful inside and out and you are so intelligent, it's really amazing. Hannah I need to tell you that I like you so much but I have such a big fear of rejection that I have hesitated every chance I have ever had to tell you. Hannah, you mean so much to me and I have waited for so long to tell you that it seems unreal. Hannah I feel like I love you, I think I do. I do. Hannah you are amazing and I wanted to tell you all of this and I hope that you feel that same way. You probably don't because I know that you liked Jared but I really need to know. Please tell me.
And if you don't have feelings for me than I want to stay friends. Love, Anthony Yep that's what I'd say. GRRRRRRRRRRRRr!!! Anyway today I am sick GRRRRRRRR!!! I missed Madam Tousaud's wax museum. I wanted to go, yes I am an art geek. But anyway I want to go to Lauren's later because we were planning this big movie marathon thing and it'll rock I want to go I gotta ask my mom. That all folks. 
