  I come back to work from taking 3 days off, to shit, everywhere. Which I expected but come on, I worked half the time I was off. Which totally sucked. But I did it cause I'm a worthy worker, yet the president of the company doesn't seem to think so. Ahh who gives a rats ass right??? Not me. So the divorce papers came back yesterday from me fed-xing the papers to Bo cause it was a "hurry" to get them to him, then he took his time getting them back. I'm really not bitching about it, because he's paying for the divorce. He blames the marriage on me. Saying I pushed him into it, and he wanted to wait. As I recall he did not. And he wanted to do it just as I did.
He said he did it for me. "whatever" Blame who you want it really doesn't matter. He also called it a marriage of convenience. Which really pisses me off. Does he think it was convenient for me to WORK for 4 years why he sat home and slang drugs? Does he think it was convenient for me to take care of the kids while he frolicked off and did whatever?? I know he worked a bit in there, (more slinging than anything)but I find nothing convenient about that. Putting up with each others shit for so long wasn't convenient.. Nothing about the marriage was convenient. So I don't know what he's talking about. We did have a nice conversation yesterday about the kids. I told him how Daegan is ready for potty training, and he told me about his job, one that he actually gets a real paystub from.
(WOW)And how Seth was doing, they are going camping this weekend. I asked if the parenting plan was suffice for the summer and he seemed happy with it. So now alls we have to do is figure out when to exchange the kiddo's. Which should be interesting. Then I got a bill in the mail for Bo for OG&E (electric) which he told me he would pay. My bankruptcy went through on the 14th so it's not like I can go back and add it, and it's only $156, but it's not mine to pay. I was decent enough to leave the shit on, in my name for my son, and he's going to do this? I asked him to pay it, and if he's not going to pay it I need to know so I can set up some kind of arrangement with the collection company to get it paid off. *sigh* My tooth is aching like fuck! We don't have any dental insurance till the 1st of June which isn't that far away, but I have to have another root canal on a tooth that's already had a root canal and is crowned. Gods that's going to be expensive. The insurance company will pay 1000 of expenses but the rest is mine, and the Dr they refferend me to doesn't' take payment plans.
It's not like I have 500 to just fork out. I need someone who will let me pay them out. I don't' have a credit card just to put it on, cause of course my credit sucks. So I'm just kinda screwed right now. In my vacation time I went and got my CO license, which they will mail to me in 3-4 weeks. Which they punched a hole in my OK license and now it's invalid. Half the people I show it to, they won't take it, so I'm just kinda screwed with that too. But I'm on my way to being a coloradoian and that's kinda cool. I got my emissions and vin verification for my car,and just need to go get the expensive ass tags for the car. I already have insurance so that I'm not worried about. I also went and watched Van Helsing, it was ok, one I'd rather of rented than paid so much to go watch. But I guess you sometimes you win sometimes you loose. Other than that we sat around, I cleaned the house, did the laundry, you know normal weekend stuff. Lets see what else is going on.. Oh work sucks, but anyone who reads the blog already knows that.
I'm awaiting my D date when they lay me off, so I can draw unemployment and go to school. I've already checked out the phlebotomy school here in Denver, and it's only 1295 for the class so that's relatively cheap. I'm going to take the class. It's only 10 weeks, and I'm pretty much guaranteed a job when I get out. So kiss my ass telecom world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My girlfriend got a job offer (she lives in OK) to move to Dallas, raising her pay by 12,000 and she's not sure if she wants to go..
I told her if she didn't' go, I'd grow my hair long, change my name and take her place. LMAO. I'm some what serious. She asked her BF to move with her, his response "lets talk about it when it gets closer" and the fucker asked her to marry him.. Apparenlty I guess this isn't what he wants. They really don't belong together anyway. He's 29 still lives at home with mom, (well until he moved in with her) and just had his first real job since he was 16 which he got fired from.
He's a slinger like Bo was, but she wants him to grow up do this and that, and I just don't see him giving all that up for her. They fight way to much and it's really not worth either of their times to stay together, yet they do..
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It's like a Heather Bo story all over again. I feel sorry for her, and I tell her what she should do, but she has to figure that out on her own.
When she's ready she'll let go, just like I did. People told me for years, get out, run now while you can.. and I didn't. I took me to wake up to leave. Not what anyone else said.. ME. So I love her, and listen to her, and still tell her how I feel, knowing one day she will do the right thing. I think that's a good pick up of me where I left off last. 
