  the only way i can hear his voice is by listenin to his music. oh dear god i miss him so much. we hardly talk on the phone. buh worst of all, we didn't see each other since tuesdayy! oh myyy, if i ever live my life like this, god knoes what im going to do yo.
haha! buh just a thing in my mind im just alwayz thinkin about. *pray to god he wont read this* so, i use to have this boifriend.. he waz great and all. b4 he got his damn job. good thing we weren't that close and shit. what happen waz, he ditches meeh for his job, and we never talked since. we never reallie "officially" break up. but then i call him one night and started to yell at him like there'z no trm. soo, i guess that countz? lozl! yeaa. how this relate to clement? yeaaa, just !hopinggg! he won't do the same thing as what the other guy did b4. cuz honestly, i waz so hurt when i found out he rather lift boxes than spending time with me.
and ya knoee. and yeaa.. buh i knoe clement wont do that, cuz i trust himm and shit. and he'z soo sweet and cute. when he has time he'll give meeh a call just to say he loves meeh and stuff. im happy. maybe im just exspecting a lot more. buh it okay. sometimes it'z my fault cuz i have school work and stuff. so whatever. yeppz. im done bsing 
