  wow,  this summer has been odd. it stared out sucky as hell. with the whole only person i cared about not talking to me. and the only people i was chilling with being Ian,  Max,
 and Adam. now it's like everyone is like,  " yo" and i think it's kinda sad,  cuz they wanna hang out with me now,
 cuz i got a new hook up : i dont think anyone will feel real pain til u find out u were being used. and not just used. but the only reason they even communicated with u was cuz u had a bud connection. and honestly im soo tired of people not really " using"
 me,  but playing with me. and my emotions. IM A MUSHROOM CLOUD LAYIN MUTHA FUCKA! WOOT! P)
it feels good to know you arent hated though. man,  it's really wierd now,  cuz me and Ian r madd chillin ( he's got his car now)  it's tight cuz we have soo much fun.
like last night,  we saw Dodgeball ( funny as hell) and on our way home we decided to follow this car into his driveway,  and then quickly make a get- away.
the guy was like half way out of his car and i just yelled " O SHIT!  and he stepped on the gas. then we tried to get a bunch of people to race. this old couple looked at us like we were gonna get shot. soo damn funny.
then we blasted some " brush ya shoulders off"  while driving 5 mph in a residential area. HAHAHAH. hmmm. idk what im doing anymore.
i mean hanging out wise. jessica told me she was cancelling Degrassi. which confused the hell out of me for like 10 mins. i mean i love her,  but seriousely u cant just take a mans Degrassi! thats cruel and unusual punishment.
jk. but seriousely. it's kinda wierd to know that she was still cool with hanging out. w/ e. i should ask if she wants to hang out.
well,  i got my CD's in the mail. and now i've been ska- ing it up. REEL BIG FISH. WHOOO!
i mean they r awesome for the sole reason that like all of their jokes are about them hating sumthing. sung around the most uplifting ska beats ever. here's a sample of their lyrics. We Care- Reel Big Fish;  thanx for the money,
 thanx for dancin, ' and singin' along and everything you do.  we just want you to know we care ( we care)  thanx for calling us sell outs and not takin' a joke and talkin' shit and covering us with spit.  we're so glad to know you care (
we care)  and we're sorry that so many people got to enjoy our music,  by hearin' us on the radio.  we love you,  we love you because you really understand.  we love,
 you we love you alot how could we not,  we'll say it again.  we love you,  we love you because you really understand.  we love,  you we we love you alot we always thought you liked our band.
amazing. well,  i think i've wasted enough of your time. soo,  peace and love to u all.  p.
s.  game tommorow,  be there or be square. or be yourself. it's all good : P 
