  Busy, busy, busy... Sorry folks I feel guilty when I don't get a chance to blog, but yesterday and this am have been event filled. I will get to the good stuff tonight, late, but I will fill you in really quick now on a few things. After work(which most of the excitement happened, check back tonight) I went to my Gp's for a little month after getting out of the looney bin check up.
He is so sweet and is truly concerned about me. I had to promise him that if I thought of doing that shit again I would call him no matter what time or day and have him paged. I am blown away by his kindness. He has been my Dr. forever, and is the old fashioned small town Dr. type. Somebody else broke him in on the tranny thing, I am his second patient like this, thank God. But it was really nice, and he asked the best question..."so when you come back to________, does any body recognize you? I can't see how they would or anything? " Wow here is a man who takes care of lots of people giving me a big vote of confidence that I look like a real woman, that is cool. After the appointment I flew down and changed to go to a local concert in the park. I wasn't going to go, but my straight friend K has a way of getting me to do shit. It is funny we dated like over 16 years ago, and she still knows the right buttons to push with me, the girl has a gift. The concert was pretty cool, an oldies group that will remain nameless. A little before it was done, this older gentleman who was walking by, stops says hi, gives a quick look and a smile, I said hi back and he moves on.
K was beside herself "I wouldn't have believed it if I didn't see it... I thought you were imagining things"... she went on flustered. "That guy was just flirting with you..." I'm not sure why she was doubting me, but it was nice to know that at least now she believes me. K still sees me as me, whoever that is, and has trouble with seeing me as Ash. Hey at least she talks to me.
After the concert we went back to her house and just sat in the driveway and talked about lots of shit till after 11pm. She is truly concerned about Co, who has been her friend longer than I, and we talked a bit about her, and stuff in general. I like having straight friends too, nothing against my tranny bro's and sisters, but we all need some straight friends to hang out with too. I hope I can get more of the straight ones to meet the tranny ones soon, they all seem to be good people. Love to all, take care. 
