  Short writing day... I don't have much time this morning I've been answering emails and taking phone calls all about the old rep thing. I also have a phone appointment @ 9am to help out a friend of a friend who is looking to break into the area with a new product line. Any friend of JR's is a friend of mine, scary thought as that is . :> I also got a call from mom this am while I was on the exercise bike, she wanted to know how it went with my cousin.
I told her, and she told me how proud she was of me for standing up to him, and how she hates how he and others in the family are trying to use religion to change my mind. Mom really understands me, that is an awesome feeling to have. Tonight I have been invited on a little shopping field trip w/cos. I don't know if I will go or not, all depends on my day. I really do want to go, even though I really don't want to be showing my true hairline to everyone in the world. A girl like me has her reputation to uphold, you know that of a prissy snob. I love to poke fun at myself more than anyone else in the world so forgive me. I think it will be good to go, need to work on the courage a little more. I really don't think walking into a customers place as the opposite sex that I used to be was all that brave, showing what you look like underneath the big "mask" I have, that takes courage. Maybe I am stuck up, I don't care allot about others looks, but like myself to look just right. What's going to happen as I age?
I already noticed some wrinkles by my eyes due to the change in fat there, and my weight loss. I think they are cool though, they make me real, not perfect, and make me feel a little more aged and wise. I get lots of lip over my age, and it is nice to feel my age every once in a while, and not feel like the little kid I sometimes get treated as. Oh well, gotta go put my face on. I will let you all know how it all goes. Love to all, take care. urlLink postCount('108496977819746024'); | urlLink postCountTB('108496977819746024'); 
