  Finally I am back to blog again! Haha.. it certainly has been a somewhat long period of time and well.. I guess.. lots of things have happened.. good things.. and.. well.. nevertheless there are also bad times..
I not really sure what is going on in my mind.. haiz.. so.. let’s just lay it all more or less bare and hopefully I would be able to think clearly with time to come.. Hmm.. well.. 1st of all, I am happy about the recent NBA results!
Haha.
Finally, then Lakers are back up there and in 14 years, the Pistons are finally up there again too.. but.. seriously, I don’t ever think that the Pistons can ever beat this present Lakers team.. it’s true that their defence is the best in the league.. but hell!
Lakers has like 4 legendary players in their team! The best center in the league in O’Neal, best power forward, Malone.. crap.. with veterans like Payton and the present generation Jordan in KOBE BRYANT! Do you honestly think that Rasheed, Ben and Rip can ever beat such a wonderful team?! Haha.. well.. NO! the ending of the playoffs shall prove it all! The Lakers will endure and win the Championship for the 4th time in 5 years!
Haiz.. the school holidays has finally reached and well.. though it certainly has been much anticipated and much awaited.. I’ve been really tired and I guess.. somewhat stressed.. crap lah! It’s so damn different from the Secondary school system.. whereby in the holidays still can slack at least 2+ weeks.. now.. have to have PW meetings, school remedial and trainings for both my CCAs ever so regularly.. it’s so damn tiring trying to juggle all the obligations and duties.. it’s going to be hard to settle.. oh..
I pray to God that he gives me the strength and energy to survive this whole school year! Damn.. Basketball training is like how cool lah.. though I was in for a rough start, not doing up to expectations, I am happy that at least now I have coped more or less.. made new friends.. the whole team is even more bonded than CO lah!
Crap.. even though there are many new intakes for both CCAs, crap.. I feel more comfortable in bball than in CO lah.. the camp ain’t doing much either loh.. as in the CO camp.. the overall IC for this camp is just.. so.. alamak! Can’t find a suitable word to describe lah.. not that I personally have a problem with him.. but rather.. many people are unhappy with him too.. just.. they don’t there to speak up against him.. cause.. he is.. extremely STUBBORN and..
DOMENEERING!!! I bet he is like a D or something like that for his damn DISC personality.. crap.. let’s leave it as that lah.. Well.. let’s see.. School work has been quite fun lah.. though I haven’t really gotten down into studying for my terms but rather.. I’ve just briefly studied a little bit.. just like glimpse through.. just don’t feel like doing any of my holiday assignments at the moment.. they seem like diseases that I don’t even want to touch with a damn bamboo pole lah! Crap.. oh well.. anyway.. so many people are having camps or are overseas.. seriously wonder how people are actually going to complete their work.. I bet most of them would be likely rushed during the last week of this holiday terms.. sian don’t you think?
Oh well.. think I’ve got to start somewhere soon.. haiz.. Haha.. oh! Guess what! I am super happy that my basketball basics has improved.. or rather.. people have told me so.. in the bball team, I’ve learnt new things as well.. so.. hopefully with more time, I’ll improve as well.. and apply them or incorporate them into my team trainings.. haha.. I finally beat Baey soundly! Hmm.. he was training for National team lah!
Haha..
I am so happy! Heex.. just a few days ago, I beat him 5-0.. now our win records stands at 3:2 with me leading by 1!
Haha.. anyway.. I’ve got to work more so that I can be much better than what I am presently.. Ok.. let’s see.. I can’t really think of anymore to say lah.. except regarding my feelings for HER.. I mean.. I really don’t know lah..
I do know more or less how she feels about me.. but.. I am not going to say lah.. but.. I feel like I am not doing enough to deserve any thing at all from her.. well.. let’s just say that at the moment, I am at my wits end.. am so very tired.. planned something to do with her.. yet, I am afraid that she or I will not be free on that particular day.. besides, at the moment, I’m having a somewhat problem with cash flow.. parents are being really strict about my cash stuff.. haiz.. I don’t know.. I hope that all these problems would sort out soon enough.. cause.. well.. yeah..
I really like her a lot.. and.. just really wish that we could get together lah.. I know I sound really desperate.. but.. I guess.. everyone who thinks this is right.. I AM desperate.. not to get just any girl, but rather desperate to win the heart of this girl whom I have seen as THE PERFECT ONE in my life.. nevertheless, I will not give up.. will keep trying..
I pray for blessings and good luck.. cause.. I am hoping that we 2 really work out.. yeah.. and I dare to swear lah.. that I am being truthful about her.. man.. I don’t know leh.. I think I am being overly sensitive or something.. at times, I think I really shouldn’t dwell to much into this feelings.. cause, the more I ‘spend time’ with her, or rather.. as time passes.. the more I fall deeper into my feelings for her.. well.. I also realised this lah.. I have friends who suan and jack me all the time, and well.. I know they are joking, so I don’t take it to heart.. but somehow or another.. I think it’s just me being sensitive.. but when she jack me or suan me, I will start to think things true as well as process the whole thing before I really brush it off..
I don’t know since when did whatever she think of me become so important and vital in my life.. I realised that I hold her opinion as the number 1 to me.. why? I guess, it’s simply because, that’s how much she means to me.. a person that I can’t not care about nor can I go about without thinking of her.. haha.. crazy? Mad? Yeah.. simple over her.. but.. I need to control this emotions.. really need to.. otherwise.. the whole thing may simply fall through, and.. she and I would just end up as nothing.. something, that I sincerely don’t want to see happen.. cause.. yeah..
I wish we would work out.. Ok.. I think that is enough for right now.. so.. I got to go already.. Live Life To The Fullest! ;p 
