  hmmm.  Today was a pretty good day,  i hung out with Gill and Emily,  we walked around,  we saw Ivan -  he got a haircut,
 it was pretty cool then we came back here.  my mom and I had a fight,  then fell in love with Gill and Emily,  to make me " not mad"  my sister was going on a date with another one of her "
various"  boyfriends.  named like Michael or something,  yea it was Michael,  he had a crew cut,  and I want her back with Gero.
 and i think deep down she does too We walked around,  and saw Jordan.  but they had to meet Jason,  but they didn't he has the COOLEST hair ever.  it's like a bush,  lol.
 whoa but cool.  and then we went out later on,  for a walk,  we made UPSEENLY loud noises which caused a lady to run outside of her house to see if we " okay"  lol.
 whoa it was kinda horrible.  then emily and I watched How to deal.  one of my favorite movies.  it was good.  we noticed so many random " not needing to be there"
 things.  after that we ate. quite a bit,  we were hungry,  an talked to cool darryl.  yea he's cool.
 it was good,  but we kept laughing,  we couldn't stop,  it was bad,  but oh so good Now I am here,  doing nothing,
 and I suppose i am bored.  I am home alone too.  which makes it " extra fun"  hmm,  it's 11:
00 now.  but I'm not tired.  I dont know what there is to do.  but Emily had I relaized this.  get a load.  -
you cry when someone is born -  but cry when someone dies - you cry when you get hurt -  and cry when you are cured - you cry when you get married -  and cry when you get divorced -
you cry when you are happy -  you cry when you are sad you cry for everything.  or at least when you aren't crying,  you want to.  but you know what I mean.  and we found such.
 powerful lyrics.  Do You Realize -  that you have the most beautiful face Do You Realize -  we're floating in space -  Do You Realize -  that happiness makes you cry Do You Realize -
 that everyone you know someday will die And instead of saying all of your goodbyes -  let them know You realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round Do You Realize -  Oh -  Oh -  Oh Do You Realize -  that everyone you know Someday will die -
 And instead of saying all of your goodbyes -  let them know You realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round Do You Realize -  that you have the most beautiful face Do You Realize and it's funny because most people don't realize this.  but sooner or later you will have to acknowledge what is there,  and what's to come,  because nothing and ever stay perfect.
 it's like when the going gets tough to just keep going.  it works.  try it " everyone knows,  but they won't tell,  but their half-
hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right.
