  reach out from the inside. http://www.goolis-art.com/images/pain.jpg go there... way to express... I went to olivia's tonight, it was good, we hung out, and i painted my nails, purple, hip hip, good times, i can so be me around her, not like anyone else... so i always feel so free when i am around her, i am nothing but me.
uhm, I hate you, but I'm sure you don't care... considering. I don't know if i have laready said this, but Chris sent flowers to me to my house on my birthday, they are sooo beautiful, and i have them in my roon, with the card and everything, he is the coolest guy, too bad his arm is broken. fuck you arm breaker assistor, i hate you so bad. so bad, it works. I hate how they say "work hard for something you really want" but if you want soemthing, and soemthing "wants" you back, what the fuck is so hard?
I want to be that complete Shauna drove ash and i to school, fun. haha, it was though, i have lame fun with shauna, she is the ultimate, can be mean, but deep down, she is so cool... we can relate, just not on music.
boo, to that anyways, "love, i get so lost sometimes... days pass - and this emptiness fills my heart, when i want to run away, i drive off in my car... but which ever way i go, i come back to the place that you all are. but i hope i will run from everything, because you make me believe in what i hate, with all the noise, without my pride, i reach out from the inside" 
