  Well, I did it, and you know what? I didn't feel guilty about it. I somehow managed to sit down, and drink a glass of wine last night. BEFORE dinner. whoohoo, what a slot am I????? Seriously, I was able to enjoy my glass of wine without those voices in my head saying "what would daddy think? " Which is a huge improvement. I did have to listen to the boys whispering behind my back "mom's drinking wine" their daddy can do it, but mom can't. There is such a double standard in my house. lol. 
