  Hmmm...back again. I spose I should be sleeping at the moment. Or at least trying to. Must get up for work in the morning. I'm not really dreading work. Mostly just the thought of that empty bed. It's almost easier *not* to see my Abby. At least what I'm missing is not quite as fresh in my mind. I can't imagine what life would be like without her. 4 hours seems trivial compared to forever...still, I miss her. I miss us. 
