  This is really frustrating. I'm not sure I like this whole Abby having an online portal to her soul. Not that I think she shouldn't express herself in whatever ways she wants, but that I have to make that connection with her through the blasted blog. That I have to read about these life altering battles going on in her head and insightful conversations with her mother, rather than having her tell me about them. Now the fact that this is the second time I've been told of warnings from her mother well after the fact has me slightly worried. This cycle of 'Abby seems happy, Abby talks to mom, Abby's seems unhappy, withdraws from me until some major explosion occurs where she tells me she's been thinking of breaking up with me' sucks. The stupid and seemingly simple solution to this would be: don't let Abby talk to her mother. However, it is so not my place to tell her that. Besides, I respect her mother's opinions. I think she's a fabulous person and if she observed us 24/7 she would hit the nail on the head. But she doesn't. She only sees us together in the unusually stressed environment of being home.
Now, I haven't lived as long, or through as many things as Janeth has and in theory, I haven't known Abby as long as she has, but I really don't think Abby is truly the person her mother thinks she is. Therefore, the motherly outlook is skewed with, once again, the corrupt data thing. What really gets me, is that I'm telling this to a computer and not to Abby. I just keep telling myself that if I was actually planning on seeing her, I would talk with her then, but since I'm not and I have an extreme hatred for phones, here I am. *sigh* So, the next question on my mind, why is it that we only truly question our relationship when we're living apart? There are several possibilities that I see, some obvious (we see how much better life is without the other), some not so obvious (it's harder to face a break-up when you're truly together and therefore you don't want to think about it, where as while on co-op it seems as though you may have already split).
Either way, I'm not sure anything I'm coming up with is truly the answer for us. Probably a large and confusing conglomeration of several factors. I spose then that I take my previous statement back, not enough brain power today to truly have that question on my mind.
Moving on. What else in bouncing around in my head this afternoon...not a whole lot apparently, well once Abby issues are set aside anyway. I spose I should take that as a hint to get my ass back to work. Mark...oh Mark...wherefore art thou? Ugh. 
