  something i wrote last night...chek em "fuck man, lemme start off by listing everything thats runnin through my mind...
1. ) court date on tuesday...180 dollar fine = more work one person called me to wish me good luck...of all the people, especially, i thought someone else would care enough to call...but i guess sometimes we hope for too much eh?
good lookin out ranbir. 2. ) i see Noor 2 times a fucking month...which is unbelievably frustrating...most of our relationship is developed over the gay ass phone...i hate the phone...base root of the word relationship is relation...relation = how one person relates to another person...HOW THE FUCK CAN I RELATE WHEN I see her twice a fucking month?? 3. ) what the fuck is the point of me working, if the money i earn is only used for gifts for my girl, yet i see her once a fucking blue moon.theres no point in me working...i don't want money...i want her 4.
) phil & paige are done...for good...now wut the fuck does that tell me? they got to see each other every day. its like i'm dating the phone..or perhaps just a voice...and every so often theres a person. ..i mean , seriously , wut the fuck?? 5. ) i'm getting a lotta shit about the ticket...the stupid shit is gonna stay on my record for five years...definetely fucked myself over.
6. ) my report card'z about to come anyday now...which equals more fucking myself over... 7. ) this is not how i planned to spend my summer. 8) i cried last nite. i dont remember the last time i cried before that. i dont know wut im doing....and i dont think anybody else does either.... 9) my momz dont like noor or her family, but loves iisha and her family...now wut in the fuck is this bullshit?? noor is my girl for life...actually, nah fuck that noor is my life. better put... so fuck off.
10. ) times i've seen noor: - new years party - bhangra comp. @ csun - gdwara - bruin bhangra - sat 2 @ reseda - grad @ reseda 6 times...3 times since we've been together wow. wut a fucking relationship. dont push me fuckers im on the edge and i'ma fuck somebody up before i leave. fuck wut you heard" - dead 
