  Ok have not blogged in a week, so I will try and sum the whole week up. The DSL has been down so I have been going nuts w/ out internet access, but it is working again.
Still been sick. Had a really bad Vic and Shannon week for some reason. I miss them both and had some crazy dreams about both of them. Got my 2 inches cut off my hair, and put some funky colors in the front. Collen (my son) has been acting up lately.
I lost the job I was given, I got a modeling shoot, but it is in Colorado so I have to pass on it, and not sure what is going on w/ my apt because they called me saying the people who live there may be staying another year! F..ed up week I tell ya. I have practice this afternoon, but don't know what will happen w/ that cause John just told me to sit tight because he got some message from Jeff (the drummer) I have been in depression mode again.
It does not affect me like most, but with me having Seasonal Affected Disorder I just wish we could skip through the winter. This winter has been the worst for me yet. I am dealing though. I wrote some lyrics, but I am going crazy because the way I write is so different from the way John writes and I just can't grasp the concept of the way he writes. AAGGGHHH! I am sure I am missing something but that is about it for the week. 
