  alright, i was just messing around a little more, realized i had no idea how to edit my very first entry ..so here is my second entry of the day.
now many of you must be wondering why this is called 'the small queen'. quite simply, that has been my nickname for the past 3 years. One guy that i dated for a while came up with it- and the name stuck with everyone. whenever i tell anyone new that: hey, i had this nickname..they go: yeah, its so perfect, im gonna start calling you that too... now why is this perfect, you may ask.
well you have to get to know me better i suppose- it has something to do with the the fact that i can be vulnerable and yet very ambitious at the same time. so this diary thing- i was thinking it had a lot to do with the fact that i took up history as a subject and am now ahem, ahem, a 'historian'.
thing is that historians love to read chronicles and things like that and an online diary sure fits the profile of a modern day young historian like myself. my friend shahrom told me that he thought pple who had online diaries were a little narcissistic- in the sense that they get a kick out of spilling everything of all to read. well, i dont know abt being narcissitic..whats funny is that im actually a very highly private person and now here i am writing it all out.
i dont know, its just sort of fun to put my two cents worth out there in the net... yes shahrom, i guess i get a kick out of it,..jeez im a nutcase... 
