  bring me forward and put me at the edge. i have lived this life as i chose to live it. with all my blessings and sins going hand in hand. aside from this i have nothing else. no prize to my name. no memory of anything.
and now dark angel. take my life,  and relieve the unending pain of this world. take from me all the hate,  anger and sadness that has plagued me for so many years. and my love,
 no matter how beautiful,  was more a torment than a blessing . fate had put it at my doorstep and i was always two steps behind. never able to reach my love the way i was meant to. i was always too many miles away. take all this pain from me now.
i do not want it anymore. take my desires,  emotions,  dreams and tears. take them all. what else is there ?
 my angel,  take me away from this place,  that never sees peace or love. only evil. a place with only meaningless death and destruction. where the future seems as dark as the past with the children of this earth so depressed and tormented by the humanity around them.
why should i continue in this horrible place. take me to a place where my soul may rest. rather than be bombarded by the hypocrisy and dogma of this earth. where all those around me tell me to love and accept others as they are. all the while these people hate and destroy each other. why should i listen to them any more ?
 they sit there with their holy books and prophecies,  with their gospel and commandments,  with their sunna and hadith.  and they preach respect,  peace and submission to God. yet they are arrogant people who keep nothing but hatred in their hearts for others and submit only to their own desires.
 Why should i have to listen to these people ?  their beliefs,  pillars,  and teachings have done nothing for this world except to divide humanity and help us destroy ourselves. We stand at the brink of destruction and still they point fingers at one another,  blaming each other;
 no one willing to accept their part in what they have created. why should i stay here any longer ?  i do not want more pain,  more sadness,  more anger in my heart;  i just want peace.
i want the constant torment of my mind to stop. i want the thoughts and nightmares to end so that my soul can rest. i wish i had a true freedom where i could do the things i wanted,  think the way i wanted,  love the way i wanted.  but this world would not allow it.
my angel,  take me away from this horrible place full of hate,  darkness,  and depression. take me away from here. take me away.
