  In the absence of another love interest, I'm returning to someone who's already rejected me. She'd kill me for thinking this way, and to make things worse, I told her I was over her. I'm remembering little things I learned about her, too - some of them made me sad. I really can't be more specific in a public blog. Mokalus of Borg PS - She's a wonderful person, inside and out. PPS - Why would I do this to myself? 
