  Here's what happened. It was a 2-hour episode. Not a single shot of me singing. Here's a list of my appearances sans singing: 1) Me and the rest of the guys (head bowed) while getting scolded by Roslan Aziz, Fauziah Latif and Paul Moss for not remembering our lyrics and basically screwing up the song.
2) Me saying "Good morning! " to the camera crew when they came to my room at 3.30am. 3) My interview in the room, talking about putting the song on repeat so that it would "sub-consciously enter our heads while we are asleep". The "we" referred to my roommate who was already asleep at that time. 4) Me alighting the bus with coffee in hand on the last day of the Theatre Eliminations. 5) Me slouching on the floor with the rest of my friends looking very glum. 6) Me saying "I don't know if I will make it" before going in the auditorium to hear the final verdict.
7) Me and the other 4 contestants on the stage, hearing the&nbsp;verdict from Paul Moss. 8) Me and the other 29 contestants on the stage, with hosts Jien and Aleya talking about what's coming up next week. 9) Me smiling stupidly&nbsp;to the camera in the foyer before everyone goes home. 10) Me singing last at the end of the credits. No sound, just the Malaysian Idol jingle. Sigh..... 
