  wow... it's been more than two months since my last post... so many things have already happened since then. I've been home, gone back here... and i haven't even realized it's been that long since i last had the time to write. in any case, projects have began arriving, and there are so many issues on my mind right now. Surprisingly, I manage to stay afloat and happy - perhaps because it's just a change of attitude.
My director has called on me to start my journey towards maturity. Whew. Hard, but I guess in the end it will pay off. It's never easy, and I didn't want to make promises I can't keep, but I want to make a commitment to myself that this time, I'll try hard enough... for my own sake - to mature and to take accountability for my actions... and be happy with my decisions. :-) 
