  You know, sometimes having friends is really crazy. I think I did something to upset one of my friends recently and really have no idea what it was.
Actually, we are just becoming good friends, and I was really hoping it would work out. It has taken me a long time to trust someone as a close friend again and I thought... well maybe... My first instinct is to stop trying. I mean, it seems easier to walk away than to try to force the issue, right? My prior thinking would have convinced me that if it isn't easy than it isn't meant to be. My mind still tells me that, but not my heart. It just seems that relationships can become so complicated sometimes that it makes you want to pretend they don't really exist.
After all, you could go on about your life and have a whole lot less stress without all the hassle, right? Yes, but then life would be empty, and you'd feel lost and unattached. I'm certain that that's not any better. I hate uncertainty, but at least there's always a possibility and that makes it worth trying. 
