  shUt uP my InNerjEsus -  ANDREW WAS OUT OF IT TODAY JUST LIKE ME HE WAS JUST SORTA FLOATING. MONTANA LOST HER NEW YEARBOOK TO SOME BITCH ASS PORTORICAIN.  AS FOR ME I WAS JUST SORTA STARING AT THE SUN IF I SEEM BLEAK YOU WOULD BE CORRECT.  TODAY WAS JUST LIKE THAT SONG FROM OFFSPRING ( damn caps lock)  offspring staring at the sun Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway Dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way Everyone's around,  but no one does a damn thing It brings me down,  but I won't let them If I seem bleak Well you'd be correct And if I don't speak It's cause I can't disconnect But I won't be burned by the reflection Of the fire in your eyes As you're staring at the sun When I ran I didn't feel like a runaway When I escaped I didn't feel like I got away There's more to living than only surviving Maybe I'm not there,
 but I'm still trying Though you hear me I don't think that you relate My will is something That you can't confiscate So forgive me,  but I won't be frustrated By destruction in your eyes As you're staring at the sun trully felt that way today it might be my fault that nobody really understands the fcat that i'm trying but i guess it's my fault i'm not representing my feelings well enough.
 you ever get the feeling that your completly cut off.  like everyone has some sort of dream but you don't have squat.  Some peoples dream is to have a dream.  do you really have enough time to do that look for a dream and find it and then start at it from there it could take awhile but i guess just finding it would be the funiest right .  i guess my dream is to have more fun than anyone else.  fun what a stupid word.  * today's haikus*  In the corridor he's walking past my front door he's hating even more In the corridor he's pent up in the pent house he's forgetting more In the corridor he's scared of the next open door he trembles even more I'd give him a shove but he might mistake the love so i wave from shore -
 alternate ending I'm watching him go with parents i don't really know but i'm trusting them 
