  It seems as though all his wrongs are forgotten when we are alone. The fight we had,or what he did is pushed far out of mind when he touches me the way he does. Its neither healthy,nor reasonable that when he does what he does,he is perfect. Yet,how could he not be...Its incredible when he bites,scratches,pulls my hair,licks,beats,bleeds,strangles,slaps me the way he does. Its sick....This I know....Yet,I don't care in the least. Whether its considered cruel,destructive,sadistic,or evil matters not.....fucking choke me! I want it! That sounds a lot like our relationship in general. 
