  2am in the mid of nite,  jus finish icqed wit darling jie.  been talking about serene tat meeting. tat fateful lunch wit her.  i really dun mind to harm her.  i didn't hurt her i guess.
 i jus wan us to be friends tat all. Th epast jus treat it as a sweet memories.  came to know tis gal recently.  she's fun- loving,  caring,
 nice~  well tat's only the surface.  but since knowing her till now,  i can't help but seem like i'm attracted to her~  maybe she's got the factor?  i really dunno.
 Ever since wat happen to me and Shane,  i dun really dare to step into a relationship,  i told myslf.  but the initial feeling of love is there. the feeling u get when u feel u love tis some1~  yet i'm shutting myslf cos after wat i've been thru.
 but i can't wait for her to be attacted~  i really dunno.  Very confused.  Sigh.  who can teach me wat to be?  out there.
