  Hiya Yup another Pt.2 blog today, but hey thinking of titles is sometimes really annoying plus id like to think that this title was still relevant today. Well anyway today was spent very much like yesterday of doing not a awful lot apart from wandering around and talking to folk. I really im starting to think that what little snaity ive got left in me is ebbing away. I mean i think to much, thats one major thing.
I seem to spend the majority of my time just thinking, about friends, life, writing. All that stuff that seems trivial but of course its not because nothing is. Its just the idea that i really want to find something in my life that is brand new, revalutionary and enlighting. I guess i search for it in the trivial, for no bigger jesture is than one so small it seems to be a universe entirly entrapt within itself. Also with me Vagabonding around you get to find the vastly diffrent oppinions of diffrent people and for instance a diffrent take on something you have both witnessed together. Its interesting doing that because you can get a real and in the end diffinitive view of a event which you could not fully and entirley grasp on your own.
Because without people to disscus and share opinions, views and experinces with you would never get past your own oppinion to respect others. Lol yeah all this Vagabond wandering is putting things in perspective for me, but i cant help wonder if its the kind of perspective i truly want, you know i cant help but think sometimes im running away from the emotion and the pain of reality.
It just gets a bit to much and you just wanna escape, but you know its still gonna be there, my minds still gonna bother me and tell me that im a coward and im running away from everything just for the sake of a few hours peace. But i dunno, just seems that the time needs wasteing all it would only make me feel worse. Sorry todays blogs short, cant seem to get out my words tonight. Ben. 
