  >> well i have a little bit of good news. that girl claudie that i spoke of in my last blog. well for some reason i couldnt get over her even though we never had anything together. well this infatuation was not healthy plus i found out that she now likes someone who i would have no fuckin chance in hell of competing with. anyway i made a promise to my self that by the time i woke up yesterday i would be completely over her. well i'll be damned if it didnt work. i couldnt care less if she liked me. IT'S ALL GOLDEN well i feel that no matter what happens in my life it will all turn out ok plus no matter what my friends say to me i just dont give a flyin fuck anymore >> 
