  swindled.bluffed.obscured.deceived.withheld.cheated.whichever is fitting.today i discovered tat i m studying a maths topics for my course.and worse.in 7 weeks,i will hafta speed from basic algebra thru logarithms thru functions to differentiation.shyte.too late to step out.too late to regret.no reversing.onli one way.forward.even if i hafta ram thru. p.s. forearm and wrist is a little cramped and stiff.mus be all the jamming of the steering wheel at the arcade for the past 2 days.ouch. 
