  i cancelled all my plans for today, and decided to just hang out with MYSELF. its quite healthy sometimes, to just be alone....i dont usually like it, but i had a long night, so why not just be alone for a day? i mean, there is plenty of stuff that i can do--like think...and think...and think...and did i mention thinking? ran a few errands, went to the video store, and picked up "The Perfect Score" to watch tonight. if some of you read the post that i had originally put here for today, pls disregard what i said. i deleted it, b/c its personal and i shouldnt have posted it here. thank you for calling and checking up on me though, for those of you who knew--thanx for worrying about me haha. i needed to relax and chill with myself today, so it all worked out for the best laura. but, i am going to go shopping just for a few hours tonight..laura, would you like to come along? then you can come over and watch the movie? it will be a fun time--guaranteed. i mean, when do you and i NOT have fun together? haha.
so, gimme a ring, b/c you and i both need to do a little bit of therapy shopping, and have some soothing heart to heart talks, ya know? hope you had fun today wherever you went. so, gimme a call before i leave, ok? **later that day** soo just got back from seeing Spider Man 2 AGAIN!! what a good movie, isnt it? and...someone left am IM for me--they're threatening laura's life!
"it's a death threat! " i cant believe what kind of sick person would do something so vile as to try and hurt someone that is MY friend! hey--i know ppl in high places...so....if you dont want the italian mafia and varsity football team all over your butts..i suggest that you guys lay off, got it? yeah..laura was right in her post: this whole human race IS screwed up. her and i are going through some major crap right now. dang--we just need a vacation..."A VACATION FROM MY PROBLEMS! " (what about bob? )...so yeah...bye 
