  i just met with a person who i used to be really good friends with. i now find that he is a very boring person.
i wish things were like they used to be...i don't know what happened. he's being sort of stupid and selfish, and it's frustrating to be around someone who doesn't talk (except with his moron friends). i now know why i wasn't so excited about our get-together. tomorrow will be better. out-of-town boy and i will hang out. hopefully ALL DAY! i really want that to be the case. no more stalking! i wish i wasn't stupid. i hate myself. 
