  nix that. i'm back. i just read a friend's blog, and i miss him so much right now. it's almost inexplainable. his kind, comforting words always make me feel better, always make me take a (much needed) look at the brighter side of life. i saw this friend today, walking down the street, going home from his job. and i freaked. my best friend, lauren, was excited too.
she knows how much i admire this one. i haven't talked to him in a few weeks. i haven't seen him in longer. i'm sad that i can't hang out with him on a regular basis anymore. thinking about it really depresses me. dammit, here i go with the complaining shit again. 
