  This weekend kindof stunk. Friday night, I went home and tried to fix the vacuum... tried being the operative word. I was so frustrated with it and all the other stuff that has been going on at home that I just had a complete meltdown.
I kept it to myself, but I think Melanie and Dan saw it coming, because Dan ended up fixing the vacuum for me, which I truly appreciate. Renada came over after her date and we chatted for a little while... superficial stuff. Saturday, I putzed around all morning... went out to the farmer's market and the scrapbooking store (aka mecca... heaven music plays as I walk in), then I did a little house hunting with Brian, which was fun.
Saturday evening, I had planned a game night, which I invited 30 or so people to. Renada was the only one that showed up. At first, I was ok with it, cause I wasnt really in the mood for entertaining, but then I thought about it a little bit. It really hurts my feelings that no one even had the courtesy to call or email me and give me an excuse for not coming.
So basically, I am done. I am not planning anything else. I put together a trip to the Salt River for next Saturday that I have at least one confirmed person coming to (besides Renada), and if it turns out that he is the only one that shows up, fine. The only reason I do this stuff is because I want to get people together and have a good time outside of church, but obviously, no one is interested.
Sunday after church, I made dinner for one of my neighbors that just had a baby, then I made dinner for Renada, Elizabeth and myself... then we talked for a long time. I can't wait until Elizabeth moves in!! I need to have a roomate again that I can talk to so I am not so lonely. Melanie is just not my friend anymore... and whatever. She has completely alienated me with her holier-than-thou attitude, and I can't wait until she moves out. 
