  urlLink Ever had a dream so vivid that you woke up and were sure it was real? As of late, those are the only dreams I have. I used to never remember my dreams. However, for the past couple weeks I have had such dreams that I could tell you every minute detail. Every dream is a complete parallel to reality. The only thing that differs is that I am confronted with my fears everyday.
Why is this happening? What did I do? My life has not really changed significantly since the start of the dreams. There has to be something though, right? I mean changes like this don't just happen. The only modification in my mundane life is these children work with every morning.
How could they bring about these fears? They couldn�t have. I enjoy being with them more than anything I have done. Well, that is true most of the time. I do not fear these kids. So, it has to be something else, anything else.
Perhaps it is just my fear for next year. I am after all afraid of what it has in store. Could that possibly be the cause of all this? Strange to think so, but it just might be. I received my schedule this week and I have never been more frightened to be a junior then when I looked at my up coming teachers. Yes, I did know that my year would be hard no matter what, but no one could have guessed this hard.
We are talking every teacher I did not want to have, I got. I must move on though. That is a woozy fear, but a fear nonetheless. I will not lie and say that these dreams do not scare the shit about of me. I wake up in a sweat nearly every morning. As of right now I have: walked away from a car accident that killed all my friends, died in a plane crash, ruined my upcoming play, and been called a failure by my teachers.
I know may not seem that scary to you, but remember I am an odd kid, thus I have odd fears. They don't matter though. They are just obstacles in my way and I shall have to look beyond them. As my old coach Tam used to say, "Obstacles are something a person sees when they take their eyes off their goal. " He told me that nearly 5 years ago. I never forgot it and I don�t think I ever will.
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