  How do i talk to you tomorrow, without crying over this subject? I've never felt this way for anyone befor- and you expect me to be so meture? I am very strongh but i am also very vounerble to you. I am vounerble to no one- but you. I felt happy for once- but i guess it wasn't truly happieness since you weren't. I tryed so so hard to do what was right- to please you, to make you stay- but you still went away. Maybe not from this world- or my Hometown- but my world- my heart- you left open and dirtied with tears... 
