  This morning is bright with my firey. This sunshine is my thoughts that run into my eyes. My heart si like the sky- open and very wide.
But also blue inside. But this won't kill me... I live forever, in His arms of love. I find no peace in htis world. I find nothing worth to hold onto, and when i od find soemthing or soemone i truly love. They are taken away.
Why is this? But there is always tomorrow to try soemthign different. something new and pure. God, help me ot be wise, and hummble. You know the one i love the most in this world. I don't know what to do anymore. Did he do what was right? Am i wrong for how i feel? I don't know anymore, i just don't know... I love him so much i am going crazy inside. Bless my SAm- Your son. He's yours do with him as you wish.
Thanks you for leting me get to have him in my life. I am so blessed to know such a wonderful young man. I am so unworthy. I wish i were a better person , Please bless him today and this summer when he is away. Protect him God, and keeep him away from harm. I siriously don't have a clue what i would do if he was hurt. Amen. 
