  this week,  the classes have started.  and i've met my new classmates.  june 7 -  obviously,  the first day of classes.
 felt kinda excited and nervous.  i decided to text Eldric because i really missed him and sadly,  he's not like what he was before.  well,  i ended up my day feeling very lonely,  asking myself,
 " ito na ba?  and dito na lang?  at tapos na?  sana sabihin nya.  para di ako mukhang ewan.
 june 8 -  hmm.  i felt sooooo sad.  i kept on going back on those days he was so sweet and loving.  i told myself that may be,  he has found someone new.
 and all his love was gone.  june 9 -  on this day,  a thought came in my mind.  i felt like,  the thing that was lost in our "
mutual understanding"  or whatever you may call the thing about us,  was passion.  [ well,  kinda affected by the book i've read.
 the ten secrets of aboundant love.  hahaha]  i have to be sweeter or more caring than i was before.  i want to keep this thing cuz,  i have lived my life with his presence.  and then,
 i convinced myself that i want the old eldric back.  the eldric i was talking to last may 9.  june 10 -  just yesterday.  the same old feeling.  and this thing really sucks!
 it's breaking my heart!  it's hurting me!  it's making me weak!  june 11 -  today.  yes!
 it's friday again!  the difficult thing having school back is the early sleeping time and early waking time.  going back to my prob,  i realized that i must learn to let him go.  if this thing is really over,  then i must know how to live my life again the way it was before he came in my life.
 but!  i won't live my life again feeling so addicted to Dondon!  that'll be really stupid!  hey,  i'm sorry if i was talking about my lovelife. it's just that,
 i can't keep this feeling inside cuz it'll drive me CRAZY!  don't worry,  i'll be over it.  sooner.  ;
