  sick sick just read the article about the american who was beheaded for show. I really really lost my appetite imagining the pain and horror he went through as the Iraqi SLOWLY sawed through his neck.
And i am so tempted to feel such contempt for the people who did this and for their religion, but at the same time I cannot let myself forget the gross imbalance in media exposure that perhaps doesn't let us hear THEIR story at the same time. Although such an act i think can be condemned in itself because it will NOT change anything and don't people realize that? It sure as hell is not going to encourage greater sympathy for their cause or ensure that their people will be treated better.
Its really sickening to hear things like that going on in the world, and although its far away from me i can't help feeling its not nearly far enough. sometimes i'm happy not even opening the papers at all. alright psyching myself now...dun let it spoil my day dun let it spoil my day. 
