  few things can make this moment more perfect.  its raining in the morning,  with the wet rain smell waking me up. laid in bed to read. and now sitting at comp blasting filterheads,  working on script ideas,
 and having an ultra fresh texas five. and a couple of hours will go meet my new production team. its always exciting starting to work with a new bunch of people. before all the discontentment sets in of course. but so many new possibilities. but what makes this moment totally good is that despite having nightmares right now i feel totally carefree and in control over my life.
 & nbsp;  also am starting to feel useful again cos my gf just called me and was crying and i apparently made her feel a lot better. hell think i'm really getting good at these comforting sessions!  & nbsp;
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