  have survived an entire day on sweets and sushi. need sunshine. so many things to do yet so many movies to watch too. Watched kate and leopold yesterday in the dark of my little room curled up on my double bed. Total crap. But hugh jackman is out of this world.
i hate being such an indecisive person, always vacillating between choices too scared to make the wrong choice. I wish i could just put my foot down and really fuck it. the dumb thing about a blog is that you sometimes have to screen what you say cos of who might be reading it. But i shall say it anyhow. Was supposed to go out with good friend past few days but just can't seem to summon up the will to abandon precious day hours to go out and just talk. I guess i dun give up on people until they seem to give up on me.
I mean if i'm someone who fills up the spare hours you have then you can fuck it. Or someone who is suddenly a good friend again when its convenient. Turns out i'm not that friendly after all. THe best kind of friend i can be is someone who will just be around no matter how much you fuck up as long as you still care for the friendship. 
