  ----i fucking miss you---- wow... i was ABOUT to write a journal.... but something just happened that is making me fucking sick to my fucking stomach.. i swear im about to puke... i cant believe i fucking just heard that... im really scaredd... brett - i miss u so much - come home AS SOON AS YOU CAN!!!
last night was a nice way to say goodbye ;-) but i jsut wsh it wasnt goodbye - i love you boy - your an awesome person & im missing you sooo much - its so weird - first night when u didnt call me, then i saw chris & tommy and u werent with them..fucking weird..i hate it-- i jsut started crying... i miss you man... i just wanna hug ya!
:-( *cant wait to see you again* ~i never realized how much you meant to me, till you were gone~ --damn did i have a crush :-( and to everyone else - other than the girls i was out with 2nite & the people awho i like right now hwo are on my good terms - FUCK ALL YA'LL --- im so fucking sick of EVERYTHING - next week - im AWAY from most this CRAP - including *YOU* -- FUCK IT 
