My faith is gone anything I've ever believed in has been crushed with my last breath drawn I utter your name in utter disgust you've gained my blame and lost
my trust the only thing keeping me alive is my hatred for you, my despise this isn't a disguise I patiently anticipate my demise yet no one knows that they won't survive no one cries no one cares the sirens blare as everyone stares life is unfair that's to be expected but no one's aware that my life is so fucked up and I swear I found a tear in the web of my dreams and this wall has been shattered as if that mattered because no one even hears when I let out a scream it's not what it seems life doesn't seem real and you have no idea exactly how it feels to be ripped apart at the
seams to have a broken heart or broken dreams or an artificial existence what do you do when life stops making sense do I put up a fence around my cold black heart if I wanted to talk about it where should I start where does it end? If only I had a friend I wouldn’t be complete but I wouldn’t be breakable I’d only bend can you comprehend the thoughts in my head can you mend the holes in my bed can you sew closed the cuts on my arms can you do anything to fix my broken heart? I was completely ok before you tore my world apart
