  Never thought I would have to learn how to set up a feeding tub “TPN” I don’t even know what that stands for yet... The nurses have been great but two tutorials seem barley enough. We are now on our own, trying to hold on to faith, faith that she will survive and faith that we can do the job. I pray I wont crumble under the pressure life has brought forth. So much pain so much suffering faith sustains me and fills me with my Fathers love, breaking forth light in the deep. 
