  Went back down to coos bay (coquille) this last sunday and monday for a follow up interview. Today I got a call and was offered the job. If I didn't still hurt, and I could eat solid food without puking it would have been great news. Its still good news but I just haven't had time to process it all yet. Started looking at houses, thinking about what things I need to throw away and what I definitely want to keep. Trying to prioritize the things I own to keep the most important. Mostly this was all theoretical and mental. I still feel like crap and I'm so very tired. Tomorrow I have another test. It doesn't make sense that I still hurt. Dr Chee is a very kind man and he listens and tries to do his best to help me. Maybe this will go away as quickly as it came on and there won't be an answer.
I am very confident about the job, the place, the center, and moving... but thinking about leaving all my friends makes me want to cry. Heck sometimes it does make me cry. Ben has told me it is the right move. I'm being pulled, and I'm needed again. I'm not sure exactly what for but 
