  i just spent the better part of my day with my best friend in the whole world.  it was great.  george washington was a woman!  lol.  crazinness!  we had a good time.
 i cant imagine ever being so close to anyone as i am to him.  it's cool tho.  i looked into my " center bubble"  and examinined myself.  and when i examined myself,
 I saw my best friend,  someone i love and fill up on.  looking inside me,  i found him and every single amazing moment with him.  and i hoped and i prayed to anyone that was listening that he'll be in my " center bubble"
 forever.  like it is with a cow,  he's branded my " center bubble"  and i dont think that will ever go away.  i have a few of those people.
 ( i can count them on one partially amputated hand"  -  Chris Crutcher book)  3 to be exact.  the whole time at Church yesterday,
 while desperately trying not to break down and cry until my body got tired of producing tears and shut off,  i thought about what i learned at Steubenville South last year in Alexandria,  Lousiana.  they said that anything you're stuggling with,  turn to God and ask Him to help you through it.  i've been struggling hardcore with the prospects of next year.
 graduations and movings on.  so i prayed almost the entire Mass and asked God to give me some kind of hint ( not sign.  no lightening or anything)  as to whether or not this friendship was strong enough to make it through next year.  today proved 2 things:
 this friendship is plently strong and God is amazing.  absolutely astounding.  i've never felt more secure and prepared for what's coming as i did today.  best friends forever means best friends.  forever.  "
But for the grace of God"  -  Keith Urban song.  i often say that he's my best friend in the whole world.  it took me a long time to realize that means anywhere in the world,  not just here at home.
 it'll be tough,  but i have God to guide me and i'm thankful for it.  i'd be lost without Him.  i don't remember the exact verse,  but i remember the words.  All things are possible through Christ.
 being a teenager is difficult.  there are so many uncertainties like which college,  which friends,  which decisions are the right ones,  which classes,  not to mention all the pressure from society to screw up and do something completely stereotypical of a teenager.
 there are some things all of us are sure about.  for example:  i know that i will never do drugs or smoke.  i've seen the outcome around me in a very personal manner.  i know that AP Algebra is not for me because i am horrible at math.  i also know that i never understood the term "
i love you with all my heart"  until about 2 weeks ago.  when i scratched my surface and found that i truly love someone who isn't my cousin or brother or something.  since this entire entry has been about one person,  you can probably infer the person i am referring to and with that,  i'm finished.
 these have been amazingly uplifting days.  i am at 100%  happinness,  and i hope that you are too :  to the other person ( the second of the three from my "
partially amputated hand"  thank you for your system of circles.  it's helped me figure me out.  it was difficult,  almost painful,  but i'm so much better off.
 thanks,  buddy.  you mean a lot to me 
