  right now, my body felt like it could be broken into pieces and be cooked to be made into sup tulang ala carte. something is wrong with my leg joints. i can hear the creaking sounds while swinging it up and down. anlene? for goodness sake i'm only 26! not yet! had my 10km jog in the morning. then went driving up and down jurong west and NTU. finally was back at home by 10. caught the repeat telecast of Anugerah. discovered that even though you may have teeth jutting out of your lips, by gawd she can really sing! bravo to the lady who sang a blardy good song even though the rest of us are mostly (i'm sure) attracted to those few tooths coming out under her lips. =) and i'm sure most of us are secretly hoping that those tooths would get stuck to the microphone.
hur hur hur. ever had an argument with someone who simply have some way or another are always able to retort back whatever comments that you had for them. that no matter what you can say to them, there is always something that they would find to reply and make everything a whole lot worse than it already was. how irritating can it more be when you know that this blardy argument would go nowhere and the only way to stop it is just to shout WHATEVERRRRRRR .
but its more advisable to shout those words in the middle of the field dead deep at night when the person is no longer there. sometimes i do wonder why GOD created such irritants. tiredness is slowly biting into my mind as i crawled to get my degree. but a comic book taught me best how i should think: sebuah perjalanan takkan lengkap tanpa berbekalkan secubit perjuangan. tapi perlu ke berjuang? perlu ke terus berjalan kalau lorong yang bakal kita tempuh tu belum pasti berpenghujungnya? "kamu belum lalu, macam mana nak dikatakan belum pasti? " sesuatu yang bakal kita tempuh kamu jadikan perjuangan. dan sesuatu yang kamu telah tempuh, kamu jadikan ia sebagai pedoman sebuah perjalanan. dan di penghujung jalan perjuangan itu nanti, kamu akan sedar bahawa semua benda yang bersifat baru ada awalan dan akhirannya. "jadi kenapa kamu perlu takut untuk berjalan? " even a comic book can teach life's lessons. 
