  Hi. Today was actually a good day. Swimming was good. It made me feel like, funny. In a good way though. It really relaxed me. I talked to a few people I usually wouldnt just cuz I was so relaxed I didnt care.
It was nice. Anyway. I went to my friend Amandas sight and read her entrys, its so sad. Im sorry Amanda. She lost her dad about a year ago I think. Her entrys really made me think. Im so lucky to be normal . To just be so lucky. Ive really been trying to not take things for granted. *sigh* Ive been really trying to be thankful for everything and its rounded me out a lot .Anyway.
I went to guitar today. Alisa, Alison and I have started a band. Alisa and I play guitar, and Ally plays bass. My teacher, Matt, it helping us, and he just found a chick drummer for us! Shes in 7th grade! Oo! Thats so cute. I think Ill like her. I hear shes very open with music. Thats good. But yeah. The band is going slow at the moment only cuz we dont have the place to practice. But once the School Of Music moves into a bigger place(in June they will) we will have the space and time.
Its sooo cool. I cant wait to get really started. The only thing thats bothered me today is that I dont know how chris is doining. I think Ill call when Im done here. Im worried. But I cant help it. I just care so much.... when you love someone to my extent of loving him, you get worried really easily.
But its in my nature to worry.
I cant help it.
Well Im going to go call him and watch cowboy bebop. see ya 
