  hey all. i hope your doing well. im not to hot. i feel like, well not myself. my body is like in crazy mode right now. i ache all over, i have bruises all over my body and i dont know where they all came from. if i twist my neck i get this weird feeling in my neck, like the bones have sand in between them and the sand is like grinding away at them.
mentally im shit out of luck too. i cant think or consentrate. i feel hung over, but i havent been drinking lately, and why would i feel hung over in the middle of the day? i felt fine at school but now im just exasuted... i want to colaps. i have before. it wouldnt be the first or last time. anyway.. today i...went to the orthodontist and found out im getting my braces off in a week from tomorrow.(YES!
)its about time too. thank god. now i can kiss right! *wink* uhhh... anyway... i wanted to give grant and mark rides home or wherever today, but we wernt going there way i think and i had already overflowed mom with wanted favors today. i cant wait till i can drive. i could drive people places. but theres one problem. im STILL (yes i said still) 14 damnit! so people will be giving me rides. stupid age thing.
anyway.
after school i found my "got skill" shirt i got for free and went outside and chilled and talked on the phone with matt. then i did my homewok(slowly if i may add) i had hardly any consentration. i think i might be getting sick. DAMNIT. will someone out there feed me chicken soup? that reminds me of when me and nate(b) were going out, i was really sick and he told me he wanted to come over and make and feed me chicken soup. lol. we was my second boyfriend, although i dont think the first one really counted. we were like, 8..lol.
oh well. i think a small amount of really good boyfriends is sooo much better than lots of shitty or have ass/ ok boyfriends is a lot better. wow this is a really big entry. though nothing compared to amanda... lol. anyway about 5pm i got my guitars out and started practing the songs my band and i are going to cover. then i played stairway to heaven for anyone to sat to listen. which was, sadly, only my cat, Tigger aka badd kitty mean kitty, cutest boy in the world.
lol arnt pet names just great? well im gonna go now... im sure all of you out there are sick of reading my bullshit anyway so.. take care all of you. im gonna have dinner and start a fire out in our fire pit outside and enjoy the night while its young, and look over the town right before me... bye bye all. my love to you. 
